A Rant. (Warning: Cursing Involved = Moderate)

I'm going to perform a ranting like the little girl i am to be,so just shut the hell up and stay tight..
I have an ambition,which is clear as daylight is that i wanted to go to the land that i loved and died there..of course however it is still too early to ventured into such a plain due to a bunch of minor fact like i am still studying and haven't finished my diploma yet,hasn't even accomplished in collecting the necessary amount of money to buy a damn plane ticket and my knowledge in a certain language is quite abysmal..so,in order to make myself felt like home even though i am stuck in a freaking land of despair,i committed a lot of activities that has a connection with that particular land of dream,like watching anime for example..

I have become an otaku for nearly 2 years and i have watched a total of 200+ anime precisely,which i have downloaded each one and i stored it inside my laptop..due to a recent incident however,half of my anime is lost in despair and i only owned at least 50+ series now including movies and OVA..not only that almost all of my anime collection has collapsed,i didn't even count my entire visual novel folder and music library that were also fall into the pit of abyss..that is not important though because i will download them all again someday no matter what happen..currently,i am staying at my relative's house and in this very resident,there lies an 1mbps wifi that allowed me to continued my eternal works..in these past few days though,everything hasn't been going so smooth because of a certain somebody that kept playing online games using this very connection that i am residing within...that person is the oldest son of my father's sister and this is happened to be their home..

You could say that i don't actually have the freedom to used this wifi i am using just for myself because i didn't pay for it...that is indeed true,i am simply just taking advantages of the situation but i helped them out too whenever i can as i am well aware of my position in this family..i didn't have any class for this week so i decided to stay here instead of holding up in the rented house that has nobody home..i also noticed that my english skill is dropping slightly (or maybe worse) but again,that's not the case..

The oldest son has recently involved in a car crash...he was driving his father's car and due to the lack of sleep,he lose control of his transportation and collided with a divider that is commonly available on highway..the result of such crashes bear him no injuries though but he did suffered a few bump around his body....the car however was totally devastated and it somehow look like it was hit by a truck or have fallen into a cliff...he received holidays from his workplace due to the event but it has been three days since then and it is bothersome to see that bitch kept playing online games like he has no work to be done!..it's a tragedy for him that day but come on,i have never seen a manager that gave 3 days worth of holiday to one of his employee before and he ain't even injured to a point where he should be holed up in the hospital!..
The person need to get some job done...he's 22 or 23 or something but he still living under the same roof with his parent despite having a career and a not wed yet woman...come on,don't be a loser and just get the fuck out of the house,why don't cha?!....don't be bothering me with the download speed that is already slow to begin it!..not only that he has a big fat ass,he's also didn't bothered to help his mom with the house chores that i sometimes helped with before and he's hard to be awake once he has gone to sleep..the day before the crash,he has actually slept pretty early but it was never sufficient for him as that crash explained it!
He's also smoke,which added a lot more reason for me to hate his damn guts..i really respect him when i was quite young because he is friendly and nice but now in the mere future,i can see how hollow is it his heart is to be..i really hate online gamers because they are freaking noisy when they are playing in group and there is nothing interesting that my eyes could see upon having a glance with something like Garena..sure,it helped in developing new strategy but do you even need to use such skill if you were just a civilian?...i can only see it as time wasting and a bunch of hiccup  and i don't give a shit about your opinion..not that there's going to be anyone posting in this blog other than a few of my friend anyway so,let's just leave it like this...

Personally,i think he's better off be dead or at least struggled in the bed a little so that he may learn a new lessons but if God decided to punished him in this small scale,then it is his right...i'm just a mad punk that is greedy and didn't care about anyone else..