Oh Me Troublesome Companion..

Art thou sometimes like a falling leaves in the summer...your behaviour is unexpected and thou may acted good but the pressuring tide of wave that comes when you changed into a baka (idiot) would threw everyone offshore..our first meeting was dated back in 2012,in a land of wisdom and ultimate blend of different society...i was to studied there before you do,as i was a participant of earlier intake..from first eye contact,i thought of nothing really..that kind looking atmosphere that were emitted by you let me to think that you would make a great companion..though,during that first met in Mr Lim's class,i spoke a lot more to the one that accompanied you to the class rather than yourself...it's during that time where we are outside the classroom that our conversation has grew to tightened our relationship..

For few month afterward,i begin to discovered that you are truly as nice as how i think you are,since you allowed me to take a shelter at your own dormitory because i ran away from my own due to the idiots that wouldn't appreciated anyone were living there..not only that one of them were selfish and a cheapskate,2 were a heavy smoker and most are fools that can't even cleaned up after themselves..so,in spite of all those problems that have let me to suffered,i am very happy that you have allowed me to live with you and your kind dorm mate..they are truly yasashi nee,as all aren't a smoker and we get along pretty well together..it's like living in heaven,if compared to my own dorm..however,i have also noticed several flaws that were living in your heart since i begin my settlement there...you are a heavy sleeper,which disallowed several advantages like going early to classes...sometimes,you asked me to wait for you and that would involved myself in problems as well..not to mentioned that you snored,letting other's sleep time interrupted by your awful snoring.. 

You even done something that i hate,like saying "Why are you watching anime?...that's for kid"..

Excuse me but anime saved my life literally,and why should i stopped watching it if it were really for a child?..

Age doesn't stopped you from enjoying entertainment..does it do any better for me anyway if i were to watched some stupid Malay drama or a sex scene filled American movies?...oh that's really great for your mentality indeed...>.>..Even if you stated such thing just for a joke,sometimes,people would take it for an offensive moves..i per one did and i'm not happy with it at all..i see no privileges shall be gained if i warned you about it either because your mouth is like a snake...it's sneaky and you would always come with a comeback..the words that were spoke when you performed a comeback may be denied but it is heart wrenching and a fight might ensues if i talked back so,i don't want to do it because i like to remember the good things that were done by you for me..

Most of the time last year,when we don't have classes,i would often buy meals for you from the cafeteria as i awakened myself much earlier than most of the people around me..i don't mind helping at all but you must realized that not everyone has the strength to go through such places filled with people every morning...i particularly dislikes browsing through crowded area so it deals a lot of problems for me...but now that we all sitting outside of the university since the dorm was close,those days shall never happened again..which i sorely missed..

You are a person that like offering advises,especially if you are very close to that person...you would often tell me to pray,even though you didn't prayed yourself...you like telling me to study,despite you didn't do it yourself..i noticed that you are a person that doesn't realized of his own mistakes..i feel sorry for you really..but i can't fixed it if you are so fixated on other's mistakes..actually,during the first few month of having to listened to your advises,i felt like i have been destined by God to meet my saviour..that feeling is stil present until today,but i am pondered to believe that my little saviour here have his own flaws that must be repaired before you can really can save someone..now,in this mere future,you still like making me mad by saying obsolete things like mentioning of me only like to play games and watched anime when i noticed you would only like to sleep during free time and prefer talking to one of your scandals...nonetheless,you still have done a lot for me and those deeds shall never be forgotten..i am still grateful...thanks to God for letting me to know you..

Issuing More Conduction Of Horror...

Perhaps this would turned out to be a yet more brilliant time for me to post more violent pictures et cetera..
Opsss...forgotten to use my purple coloured font again...
First to speak though,i didn't succeed in updating more frequently these past couple of week because my holiday is over..that would meant that my internet would be severely banished..It's not entirely become vanquished because if it does,that would meant no update for over a month or perhaps longer..despite having no reader here,i find it to be really essential for myself to continue updating whenever i may given the chances..

However,while i was still typing this,i noticed that my internet is dying all of a sudden..sometime it went on and sometime it doesn't...that's why i would update this post again whenever i may received a more decent internet...

Goodbye for now...hohoho...

Post Of Shortage

The title has explained that this post would be short....again...- . -
I noticed that random visitors from all over the world really like to checked out the post with the named of "Random Violent Anime Pic"...people really love their daily does of violence,eh?...but i guess most people that come would be disappointed,because that post doesn't encapsulated THAT much violence...hehehe...
I could always post more of anime's brutal scene here,but i guess that i should do it later because it's late right now...let's see if that post would next get to be in the highest position...

I also wanted to share a little view of my current wallpaper..it's nothing fancy..the wallpaper used are a screenshot from the infamous anime movie "Ookami Kodomo no Ame to Yuki"..it's sure has one of the best graphic yet i had ever seen....

When i become lazy..

I wouldn't update for at least 2 or 3 days,maybe even more than that..but today,i discovered the will to fight!
Fight what exactly?..well nothing,i'm still lazy and that's a typical quote for superheroes..
For the rest of Aidiladha yesterday,i done anything but nothingness..actually i did do something but it was something completely usual for myself..other than typing,downloading,or staring at this laptop,i succeeded in finding amusement by modding a certain game..the game is in fact truly famous and people still played it until today all around the world...Grand Theft Auto San Andreas is the name of the game and i modified it to a certain extend..as a fan of anime and japanese cultures,as well as being a man craved for astonishingly powerful exotic vehicle like Pagani Zonda or Lamborghini,it is truly necessary for me to instilled those aforementioned material into the game which i truly never gotten bored of playing since 2007..

To make it clear,Grand Theft Auto is an extremely famous franchise that has garnered an ever increasing fan throughout the world..however,the game is entirely made for adult and therefore contained numerous inappropriate scenes..in fact,the developer Rockstar is well known for being notorious in that factor because of their other published games encapsulated such tone that as well available in GTA like Red Dead Redemption,Bully and Manhunt..these unsuitable act is perfectly unacceptable in reality and the action may varied from hijacking vehicles,killing people or N.P.C in tremendous brutality,having sex,drinking alcohol,destroying public properties and many other..numerous controversies has been raised against Rockstar but since people are demanding for more of their games since their very existence,no such action has been flagged by the court because you know,money rules everything in this world..it's a disgusting quote but i deemed it perfect for this situation..Rockstar has even announced the creation of GTA V for a long time and i believe it's already been there on the rack of a video game centre by now,having a lot of people purchasing it until it's out stock..i personally enjoyed GTA,because it allowed the player to become amused in their world doing everything they couldn't possibly accomplished in the real world..eventhough it may promoted too much violence and illegal activities,i find it to be dependant on the player themselves to determined whether those major killing will infected their very mind..it's basically just a simple game and since the rating already classified the game as mature,there is truly no need to put it off the market..entertainment is simply entertainment...it's a world's gift and might as well enjoyed it to the desired limit,without breaking your very nerve of course..i enjoyed anime because it is fantastic just as much as i like GTA,but anime is what dominated the most part in my heart and i couldn't ever think of myself to leave them (anime) behind..that may also applied to friends and family as i wouldn't want them to be left astray either..

Now,i will provide screenshot of some of the modification that i've successfully accomplished..just a bit of an reminder...these mods that were applied to the game isn't created by me and all credits deserved to go to the original creator...

This is a Pagani Zonda Cinque Roadster..i don't really know much about these transportation other than it being obviously beautiful and deserved a lot of admiration..i also have applied ENB patch to the game so the colour's saturation of the surrounding may have become enhanced and the reflection has grown more than you may realized..ENB is a fairly outstanding mod and is available for many games..however,it used a lot of graphic and therefore making sure of your computer and laptop having the appropriate amount of graphic card power is the way to go when you decided to install ENB..

A Shelby GT500 maybe?...anyway,it's a modern American Muscle and is quite neat itself...i had captured a screenshot of it's interior but i didn't know where in the world does that picture went..other than these vehicles,i also installed a Lamborgini Aventador...i couldn't find where it was and the Mitsubishi Evo X image were in a really horrible quality..

Most of the time,i am a very peaceful man at heart...such characteristic has lead me into being a being that favoured beautiful sceneries...GTA San Andreas is an old game but no one may denied that with just a few alteration to it's original content,it would be capable of turning into a game that housed attracting values..i managed to turned some of the trees into having pink leaves,fully mimicking that of a Sakura tree..the seas were also in high definition and almost transparent...the skies's colour is really saturated especially during sunset..if you would just spend some time and avoid killing other peoples,this game may even earned a full pledged award because of it's absolutely charming view..

Carl Johnson is the name of GTA San Andreas main character,and he cursed a lot most of the time,either when he is hunted down by cops and getting injured or talking during cutscenes...due to this,most people can't enjoyed a peaceful scene,but i succeeded in finding a solution by googling for a mod named as "No Voice"..

The mod would turned off CJ's voice during actual gameplay and it really is flawless for people that used custom skins..sorry CJ but you need to stop that cursing once in a while..or forever..

  The skin i used belonged to Touhou Project,a game about groups of girls with magical power..it has existed for a long time,though didn't received any anime adaptation because the creator doesn't allowed it for some reason...the game is based on shooting genres and until today,it has a growing fan group and numerous of it's game were developed along with numerous band with Touhou theme that were known as "Touhou Circle" has announced their existence..inside the "Touhou Circle",the band each has their own name and artists may varied from each other and it worked pretty much the same as like what the "Vocaloid" producer does their work like..the bands that represented Touhou mostly only sang one particular genre that doesn't distinguished themselves from each other and that is metal...their songs are based on such genre because that's how the game's soundtrack were like..the presence of screaming were always there in the song,so you may include screamo as the main genre as well..the skin i selected are the one that were staring onto the camera and her name is Patchouli...she is my favourite among the Touhou because of her attractive clothes and character..

I have completed this post for today..later..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidildha.

Today is a special day for the muslim people...hwever,it's still the same day as for me..
I haven't been updating for 2 days because i am lazy..and please fear the fact that i am going to post only this today....sorre ja!

Not much..

Not much to say here...i accidentally managed to find this document while browsing the internet..it's about an experiment or studying between anime and it's influence to children...i will post this here,because it has positive reaction and definitely something i found being fond to read at.


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The Influence of Online Anime towards Children 

Normaliza Abd Rahim, Universiti Putra Malaysia, Malaysia 
Roslina Mamat, Universiti Putra Malaysia, Malaysia 
Hazlina Ab Halim, Universiti Putra Malaysia, Malaysia 
Arbaie Sujud, Universiti Putra Malaysia, Malaysia 
Siti Nur Aliaa Roslan, International University Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia 

Abstract 
Online anime has been a major influence towards the growth of children in Malaysia. 
Therefore this study investigates the online anime that influence children in their everyday 
lives. The study also discusses the influence of online anime that contributed to positive 
interaction in the discussion between the children. The study involves 10 nine year olds 
subjects from a class of one school in Putrajaya. The children were selected based on their 
experience in watching online anime. The subjects were interviewed. They were in groups of 
3 to 4. They discussed about the characters, setting and storylines from the online anime that 
they had watched and the conversation were taped and analyzed. Selected extracts were 
analysed and discussed by using the discourse analysis method. It is found that subjects were 
strongly influenced by the characters, setting and storylines from the online anime. They were 
happy and contented to be like the characters in the story. It is hoped that online anime were 
able to give positive influence towards children in their everyday lives.  

Keywords: Online Anime, Influence, Discussion, Interaction, Communication 


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Introduction 
Anime has been the liking for youngsters from early age of 5. There were not only for 
youngster but also for teenagers as well as adults. Anime has been introduced by the Japanese 
where it consists of beautiful drawings of cartoon and has storyline accompanied. Anime 
started with Manga where according to Brienza (2009) in Cooper-Chen (2011) there were 200 
million Manga books in the Dragonball series originally published in Japanese by Shueisha 
have been sold worldwide. The selling has increased since 2002 with 60 million to 210 
million in 2007 but unfortunately due to economic downturn it declined in 2008.  

Due to the high demand of manga in year 2000 onwards, online anime were introduced due to 
the high demand reader from all over the world (Cooper-Chen, 2010). There were large 
number of series collection of anime and there were also involved in large recruiting of staff 
involved in the drawings. There were also courses in the universities in Japan specially 
majored in anime. It was really a crucial time when there were lack of talented anime artists 
and therefore the courses in this field were introduced. Until now, there were not only manga 
but also online anime were sold worldwide and a large number of the selected anime were 
transferred to dramas and movies. The movie Hana Yori Danga was filmed in 1995. The 
same storyline was then features in the drama series Meteor Garden (2001) from Taiwan and 
were famous with the Flower Four handsome boys where later on the same drama were 
produced by the Japanese, Hana Yori Danga (2005) and Hana Yori Danga Returns (2007). 
From there, the same storyline from the manga was used in the drama series Boys Over 
Flowers (2009) by the Korean where the drama series were accepted worldwide. Here, it can 
be seen that manga and anime were accepted no matter in the form of storybooks, dramas, 
movies or even online anime (Richmond, 2009). 

Research on online anime was also researched by Umi Khattab & Gin Chee Tang (2012)  on 
animes like  Doraemon and Pokemon and were popular most in Taiwan and Indonesia. The 
results of the study confirmed that the popularity of anime in Asian countries was due to the 
same cultural proximity. Umi Khattab & Gin Chee Tang (2012) also stated that their finding 
on the anime and video games were not 100% from the Japanese culture. That includes the 
character, setting and some of the items in the anime were not appropriate for the Japanese 
culture. This has negative impact towards the readers outside Japan to understand the 

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Japanese culture. Some of the culture that was introduced was Chinese culture and some of 
the settings were in Europe and Paris but still they tried to include the Japanese culture.  

Sheuo Hui Gan (2012) states in the research that there were differences in identity between 
the Sky Crawlers and Evangelion. The characters in Sky Crawlers were bored and 
unmotivated whilst the characters in Evangelion were full of youthful energy, even though it 
might be anxiety of even anger. Sheuo Hui Gan (2012) results stated that characters played an 
important role in an interesting anime. According to Norhaslini Abd Alim (2012) in her 
article stated that Malaysian community has accepted animation in the form of movies. For 
instance the movies like, Putih, Usop Santorian, Upin and Ipin, Keluang Man, and Kampung 
Boy. The characters in the movies were ideas from Malaysian cartoonist and animation. These 
had led to the near level of Malaysian artists with the cartoonist at Walt Disney. In 2007, the 
movie Saladin has won an award at the Tokyo Big Sight Award and this showed that 
Malaysian artists are very talented. 

Another research by Fukunaga (2006) showed the narrative style of anime where it has been 
an interesting as well as accepted by most people in the world. Anime has looked into various 
themes like fantasy, everyday lives in Japan, food, action, journey, self-defense, sports, 
romantic drama, comedy and the relationship between people. Norris (2009) mentioned that 
Japanese culture has given the relationship of manga and anime in culture, gender and 
religion. On the other hand, Normaliza Abd Rahim (2012) research on cartoons has given 
high impact towards the learning of foreign language. The cartoons were influenced by 
Japanese anime and were favourites among the students at Hankuk University of Foreign 
Language, Korea. The subjects had high confidence in speaking the target language after 
watching a few series of Malay cartoons.  

In accordance to the research done on anime, manga or the media technology, this study 
investigates the online anime that influence children in their everyday lives and also discusses 
the influence of online anime that contributed to positive interaction in the discussion between 
the children. 


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Methodology 
The study involves 10 nine year olds subjects from a class of one school in Putrajaya. The 
children were selected based on their experience in watching online anime. The subjects were 
interviewed. They were in groups of 3 to 4. They discussed about the characters, setting and 
storylines from the online anime that they had watched and the conversation were taped and 
analyzed. Selected extracts were analysed and discussed by using the discourse analysis 
method. 

Results and Discussion 
The Influence of Character in Online Anime 
There were a large number of favourite characters in online anime and the characters played 
an important role in giving great influence to the subjects. Since there were nineteen top 
online anime, there were also more than nineteen characters that made favourites towards the 
subjects. The lists of favourite characters were listed according to the subjects’ favourites. 10 
subjects liked the characters in Bleach, 9 subjects for Naruto Shippuuden, 9 subject for One 
Piece, 9 subjects for Ao No Exorcist, 9 subjects for Fairy Tale, 9 subjects for Naruto, 8 
subjects for Kaichou Wa Maid-sama, 8 subjects for Freezing, 8 subjects for Beelzebub, 8 
subjects for Eyeshield 21, 8 subjects for Mayo Chiki, 7 subjects for Nurarihyon No Mago, 7 
subjects for Deadman Wonderland, 7 subjects for Hidan No Aria, 7 subjects for Sekai Ichi 
Harsukoi, 7 subjects for Seikon No Qwaser, 6 subjects for Uta No Pr, 6 subjects for Detective 
Conan and 5 subjects for Inazuma Eleven. The above characters chosen from the online 
anime had great influenced towards the subjects. The numbers showed that the subjects 
preferred the characters in the online anime stated. The characters either the male or female 
characters were being the major influence on the subjects and they did not miss watching the 
anime online.  

The subjects mentioned that the characters were interesting, good looking, pretty, strong and 
also clever. The subjects stated that, ‘The character has the ability to see the ghost. Really 
superb!’, ‘Madoka is really magical’, ‘The mermaid princess and Lucia are both pretty 
together’, ‘Vesper was really strong. He fought the alien’, ‘The Royal Princess is really 
pretty!’ and ‘Higurashi has a powerful jewel in his body’. The statements given by the 
subjects were merely on the characters. It seemed that the subjects were really interested in 
the characters and they were explaining about the characters to their friends. Most of the 

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subjects seemed to know about the story mentioned and they were telling each other about the 
characters. They even argued about their favourite characters when some of their friends did 
not like the characters that they mentioned. But overall, they seemed to know the characters 
well and they were enthusiastic to talk about it.   

The Influence of Setting in Online Anime 
Setting of the online anime also influenced the subjects in liking the online anime. The setting 
had made the subjects imagine the different places that they had read from other online anime. 
They had chosen the best setting for their favourites. The subjects stated that their favourite 
setting were as follows, ‘10 subjects liked the settings in Bleach, 7 subjects for Naruto 
Shippuuden, 6 subject for One Piece, 7 subjects for Ao No Exorcist, 7 subjects for Fairy Tale, 
8 subjects for Naruto, 8 subjects for Kaichou Wa Maid-sama, 8 subjects for Freezing, 9 
subjects for Beelzebub, 9 subjects for Eyeshield 21, 7 subjects for Mayo Chiki, 6 subjects for 
Nurarihyon No Mago, 6 subjects for Deadman Wonderland, 8 subjects for Hidan No Aria, 6 
subjects for Sekai Ichi Harsukoi, 9 subjects for Seikon No Qwaser, 9 subjects for Uta No Pr, 8 
subjects for Detective Conan and 7 subjects for Inazuma Eleven. The statements above 
showed that all ten subjects liked the setting from the online anime Bleach. It showed that the 
subjects liked the setting about ghosts and fighting scenes. The settings in the online anime 
were changed most of the time and it was so colourful and interesting that the subjects felt 
like real when they watched it. Next were Beelzebub, Eyeshield, Seikon, No Qwaser, and Uta 
No Pr where nine subjects preferred the setting from the online anime. They mentioned that 
they setting were interesting and related to the storyline in the online anime. 

The subjects also mentioned that they were amazed to see the setting from the favourite 
online anime. The settings were related to the storyline and at the same time were different 
with the other online anime. They were stunned to see the creativity that the authors and 
illustrators for the setting had. They stated, ‘The setting in Beelzebub were beautiful. It has 
amazing buildings’, ‘In Inazuma Eleven, the setting were spectacular. The scenery in the 
forest were so detailed’, ‘Naruto had good setting as well’, ‘I like the setting in Uta No Pr the 
best’, and ‘Really interesting to have such setting in Eyeshield. Looked really real!’. The 
statements from the subjects showed that they loved the setting and the setting had made them 
want to watch more. The subjects were contented with the setting when they mentioned that 
the setting in the online anime were really detailed even the tiny bits were in the setting. They 

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looked happy to explain and tell about the setting to their friends and their friends agreed to 
most of the statements.  

The Influence of Storylines in Online Anime  
The influence of storylines in online anime was also being discussed among the subjects. The 
subjects were excited to tell each other about the storyline from the online anime. They were 
also seen laughing and giggling when they were telling each other about the same story. Most 
of the subjects were seen involved and were trying to tell about their own version of the story. 
The subjects stated that their favourite storyline were as follows, ‘10 subjects liked the 
settings in Bleach, 6 subjects for Naruto Shippuuden, 9 subject for One Piece, 8 subjects for 
Ao No Exorcist, 8 subjects for Fairy Tale, 7 subjects for Naruto, 9 subjects for Kaichou Wa 
Maid-sama, 9 subjects for Freezing, 8 subjects for Beelzebub, 9 subjects for Eyeshield 21, 8 
subjects for Mayo Chiki, 6 subjects for Nurarihyon No Mago, 7 subjects for Deadman 
Wonderland, 9 subjects for Hidan No Aria, 9 subjects for Sekai Ichi Harsukoi, 8 subjects for 
Seikon No Qwaser, 8 subjects for Uta No Pr, 7 subjects for Detective Conan and 9 subjects 
for Inazuma Eleven. The numbers chosen for each online anime were based on the subjects’ 
favourite storyline. All the subjects had chosen Bleach as their favourite storyline. This was 
due to the fact that all the subjects liked the story about ghost and the fighting scenes in the 
story. Although it was fighting scenes but the scenes were to fight against the ghost. Next, 
nine subjects had chosen One Piece, Kaichou Wa Maid-sama, Freezing, Eyeshield 21, Hidan 
No Aria, Sekai Ichi Harsukoi, Inazuma Eleven as their favourite storylines. The subjects had 
chosen the storyline about energetic, handsome, pretty, strong and love storylines for their 
favourite. The stories were interesting and they mentioned that most of the time they felt like 
it was real and had happy endings where the characters won in the battle or the characters left 
with good deeds.  

The subjects also gave comments on the storyline of their favourite online anime. The 
subjects were trying their best to tell each other what they knew and some of the subjects 
were trying to argue about the storyline of the online anime. The subjects stated, ‘The bad guy 
supposed to be caught by the hero!’, ‘The dolphin was not captured!’, ‘What happened to the 
sword? It was taken, right!’, ‘Where did the ghost gone to? It was not there in the last 
episode!’, ‘The boy was so good looking when he fought the alien’, and ‘The cute boy had 
flew up in the sky to fight! That was cool!’. The statements from the subjects seemed to be 

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about the storyline. The subjects were trying to explain or even get assurance from the friends 
about the storyline that they had forgotten. The other subjects were giving answers to the 
questions and the rest were seen nodding their heads. They were happy to continue reminding 
each other about the story line and as the matter of fact, the girls were seen giggling when 
they mentioned about the male hero in from the story. The boys were giving odd remarks on 
their faces when they were talking about the male heroes. Towards the end of the discussion, 
the subjects were happy and contented to have given their version of the storylines.  

To sum up, the results and discussion of the study postulate that the subjects showed 
confidence during the discussion. The subjects had given their thoughts about their favourite 
online anime. Here, is can be seen that technology has played a major role in boosting up their 
confidence level in speaking and giving ideas and leaving comment. The subjects also 
managed to retell the story among the group. Here, it was obvious that the online anime has a 
great influence to the subjects. The results of this study is parallel to the results from the 
research done by Normaliza Abd Rahim (2011) where technology has played a major role in 
giving them the space in speak up, giving ideas and at the same time confident in arguing 
about the matter that they were good at. This study also has the same results as Sheuo Hui 
Gan (2012) where characters has played a major role in an interesting anime or manga and 
also the characters must be able to attract the reader or viewers. 

Conclusion 
The author concludes that this study implicates not only researchers but also educators and 
students from all over the world. Anime has succeeded in attracting most people in the world 
and will continue to make them satisfied with their reading and viewing. Moreover this study 
will help the ministry of higher education in offering new courses in anime so that new artists 
with talent will pursue their studies in a higher level. It is hoped that future research will look 
at Malaysian viewers in the perspective of culture and content. 







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Freund.

Good morning..such a cold morning today..the air is breezing with the flow of wind and the coldness was aggravated by a continuously spinning fan on the ceiling..i did mentioned it was cold,and anyone with logical mind couldn't possibly turned on the fan at this current time but i ain't exactly surrendered myself to the chilling atmosphere yet so i decided to think, "Let it just be opened anyway"..

The title of the post today is "freund",which is a German word for "friend"..
I wanted to talk about relationship..many people these days doesn't actually considered the word "friendship" to be of much of a striking value..betrayal among the so called friend can be seen everywhere and everyday,for example when he told that somebody to keep a secret,the other would immediately spread out that secret that would be acknowledged by everybody else like wildfire..of course,it's depended whether the secret given are bad or simply one thing he just wanted to shared with a close friend..if it belonged to a classification of reversal good that could get either of your friend or yourselves into trouble,then it be better to informed that to a police or someone dependable in the family..though not many would be brave enough to do so once they listened to a scary truth like that..however if the secret are something he or she has been keeping long for just themselves and decided to passed it on to a trusted entity,then it would be highly suggested to not simply tell the other about it if he/she is a loyal friend..either way,be it bad or a private topic,telling another person of it would always be what you called as betrayal - but it's an another story if the person that first decided to shared the story approved of the information sharing..i supposed betrayal is allowed if a factor like trouble could get into either opposition existed,plus we couldn't possibly endangered ourselves and just pray and hope for that friend to turned on a new leaf if that secret is leak...not all classified information can be kept to oneself,especially if trouble would aroused for as long as we the only one that is informed of it..

Some people in this world really prefer to be late whenever he/she decided to meet with the others..i have experienced this a whole bunch of time and the probability of having this problem is even bigger if you befriended a male..i never doubted for almost the entire person on Earth suffered the same problem..to them that frequently like to arrived before everybody else,being late is a simple matter but you can never determined how the feeling of the person whom waited long for them are like..some people just dislikes waiting and it could turned into a feud if that person like being late,acting like a selfish being..i don't really mind waiting as it have been my favourite activity even since i become an otaku..(downloading takes a lot of patience and it would be more challenging if the internet connection are slow)..
Though,i don't know why i would classified waiting as an activity..at least it build a lot of patiences and having patiences is really noteworthy..but it doesn't usually brought off a good result..(waiting that is)..
If you have a friend that like stalling themselves to everywhere they are headed to,it would be most likely for you to be in trouble with themselves like being angry by the teacher,lecturer,manager e.t.c because you are late just like your friend are despite it's not being your fault..they whom like to messed around with time would probably turned out to be your best or good friend or sister or whatever but it be truly wise for you to go on ahead rather than standing by and get punished after ward just because of the other's intrusion..one's life must only be lead by the person themselves and by involving one-self with certain predicament due to selfishness of others isn't a wise thing to do..those whom stalled for fun are certainly not a friend that carried around a good example and it would be much better to advised them to not being late all the time or mayhem could ensues..i have done this before to a friend,and thankfully he changed bits by bits..if you however has done what i did and not a single change could be detected,it is advisable for you to leave them behind because putting up yourselves with that much trouble isn't going to be worth it..let them received consequences for their improper action..people that doesn't have a shred of patience is a different thing,and would probably left you behind even though you are only a few minutes late..i bear a lot of grudges for people like this and it would be really,really wise for you to abandoned someone like this..these impatience type are commonly bad tempered,prefer to have everything his/her own way and always acted like a spoiled brat..they hate advises and what come in from the left ear usually come out from the right,meaning they are prone to ignored what you said and like to considered everyone wanting to be like them..i am tired of facing this type of person and i swear,the likelihood of them would never have peace are unmeasurable..-_-
Of course this doesn't applied to every impatience being out there as it is just my personal expression...i'm not meant to offended anyone and i would never do that so,i hope for your forgiveness if you were to think badly of me..impatience people may have their share of problems too,and that's why they acted such way in the term of negativity...i believe that by helping them would be a better solution..

I would like to focused on the last paragraph..even in this day and time,people whom valued friends over everything still existed,lurking somewhere coursing through the world..these kind may acted rather extreme - like for example they could turned out to be overprotective,frequently messaging nor calling your number or kept giving you messages either on Facebook,Twitter or any other social sites..whenever you met face to face with them,they would likely hugged or crying over you stating how much they missed seeing you around...these kind of phenomenon applied to both boys and girls,and i would considered it to be a very good ways on developing toward a better relationship..although there are certain side effect that the public only wanted to see whenever those kind of event happened..they would quickly assumed that those people look a lot more like couple than mere friend and sullied them by saying the boys as gays and the girls as lesbian..there's nothing more i hate than the gratuitous negativity toward what it's meet the eye..
If it was still the time of at least 50 years ago,we can see a lot of those really loyal friend that would like to do everything that i have stated previously but thanks to the bad concept that were developed in this modern day,everyone whom like to do so remained low and their number are decreasing..it may come into a true revelation,or had occurred already a fact that friend whom like to keep a bond in such way might turned out to taken a liking in each other and become "you know what"...but those type of people isn't that high in number and they can still be cured by psychiatrist..there is no need to assumed that everyone whom stayed together too close would become a couple and it doesn't matter if their gender are similar..if the gender however are different,then i guess it's not a fault if they turned out to marry each other in the future..
What matter is that,giving a close friend of the same gender either a nickname of gay or lesbian or gave a nickname of couple to close friend with different gender isn't a polite thing to do and quite immature indeed..
The result in such an action would undeniably split apart a whole group,and it can even affected an entire civilization and it's all caused by humanity having bad discretion..teenagers of Malaysia mostly loved to give the nickname of couple to every boy and girl that like staying together and various result may be born from that fatal mistake..they may stayed apart from another due to being feared of public's childish thinking and eventually they grew far wide and forgotten one another..do people whom responsible not feel sin at all,seeing that such event has taken a progress just because they stated a horrible insinuation? 
Not all people can easily be accustomed to extremely loyal friend and among boys especially it can be predicted that a very loyal friend couldn't possibly have any friend at all because a lot of boys can't accepted such way..many man didn't like getting bothered or smothered by one of the same gender,so they may ignored a loyal friend and didn't talked with them at all afterward..the same event may occurred among the girls too...
I can however understand that some people need privacy but i bet that very loyal friend didn't have that much interaction with those around him/her when they are young - possibly because they moved around a lot or been living somewhere quiet before moving in to the city..hence,they acted such way..we should at least give them a space in our life,because that sort of person required attention that he/she didn't get before and who knew,if we collaborate,a reward would come up our way someday..all that were required now is to tell that person on how we ourselves need spaces as well and i can foresaw them understanding your suggestion.
Building a lot of friend is a good way to developed through the world and believe me that it may helped during the afterlife as well..

That's wrapped this post up...since i have a two week holiday,i will tried my best to post in this blog everyday...perhaps i should informed this sooner,as there is only one week left...maybe i typed it already but i don't know..

About ads in blog...

So,let me type about random stuff again...most blogger really enjoyed putting up ads on their blog to earn money...every time his/her blog were accessed by other people,those ads would be visible by the visitor and the more that come to see that particular blog,the more money shall be received by the owner of such blog..
I don't really like putting up ads on my blog despite having the chances of receiving up an extra payment,because i would like to think about the visitor themselves...throughout the year,i have been visiting countless blog and let me say,about 90% of them have ads all over the place..the problem with those numerous advertisement is that the reloading time of a certain page may be somewhat late because that page is full with data..it can be very troublesome especially for those with extremely low connection speed and used old PC..

Of course there is a solution to prevented ourselves from seeing or stumbling upon this ads and that is by using adblock plus that is available as a plugin for a lot of browser like Mozilla Firefox and Google Chrome..but it doesn't necessarily blocked every ads,as i been seeing this blog lately and the ads is spilling up all over the place that it making my head pondered even though i had already installed what deemed required to avoided my eyes from seeing them...what worse is that sometimes a certain blogger would installed pop up that would resurfaced whenever someone comes into their blog..commonly the pop up would asked for the visitor to "like" his blog by accessing Facebook first before he/she may continued reading,and that i believe to be more of a pain to handled..pop up is also another form of advertisement and most of them can't be blocked by adblock either - well,according to my own experiences anyway.

My point is,earning money is fine,but do you really capable of attracting more readers by making such a option?..i mean,i don't have any readers myself but my number of close friends and i wouldn't want for them to involved in predicament just because i wanted to get some money..everyone is different but i would certainly put my friends ahead of me first before i go off enjoying myself...

Shigurui.

Shigurui is a 2007 anime that has been remained a secret among samurai based anime fans due to it's being overwhelmingly challenging to be watched,due to some severe circumstances..the other reason why it wouldn't popped up in a lot of sites is probably because it was licensed by Funimation,but i would not rather type that name here afterward and i don't want to speak about them.

The anime main's genre are action and mature..the storyline composed of so many dwindling chapter that it can be hard to compelled,plus those whom rather watched fast paced action wouldn't be interested with this anime at any cost because it used real life fighting style..basically in reality,samurai dated back during the age of feudal Japan stared a lot or speak a lot with the opponent until they swung their katana,ultimately putting an ending afterward..Shigurui is an anime that fully extended the background of samurai back during the older age..it contained a lot of dialogue,mature scenes like sex,gratuitous violence and gore plus even a certain number of scenes that would completely depressed a whole lot of audience..the atmosphere in the anime is dark and humid..even in the day,fog roamed the village and mountain,completely similar of what the weather was like during the darker age of Japan..i would like to think of it as a despair powerhouse,because it completed erupted my own mind and children would certainly cried if they ever been forced to watched such series..

The entirety of graphic presented in the anime was indeed spectacular though,as swords were animated in somewhat real life appearing motive with it's colouration and structures..the character are fairly well designed and look a lot like a samurai should be..there aren't many special effect in it like explosion or lighting but the shadow and sun effect are high graded..it's quite utsukushii,if it wasn't for all the hard pressed darkness..it is so dark that i could felt myself being sucked into it's void..well,for me at least..maybe it could be an exaggeration.

Personally,dark and depressing is one of my favor and the way Shigurui was foretold,it could undeniably left a mark in history as one among other that worthy of being feared..the action are intense eventhough there isn't a lot of sword clashing like the other samurai anime but yes,katana shouldn't be used to clashed against other katana like a sword but it's main purpose is to cut straight in a single swing and that's why the designs are sharp,thin and long..the anime portrayed the correct way of what katana should be used like.

The anime isn't cute,it isn't comedic,it isn't stupid but it is simply terrifying...though i wouldn't call it the best of the best because i don't like seeing the dark age of samurai too much just like how the present Japanese despised it..i watched and finished it out of curiosity and i doubted that i would be trying it anytime soon..

Something spotted yesterday..(Mixed Language Post)

Good morning once more.
I spotted an interesting post yesterday while i was googling around a title of "Anime Influence To Malaysia".
I did this due to being lodged in boredom and curiosity strikes me at the same time.
Of course such a result didn't brought upon much positivity,as many rather claimed that anime brought nothing but only bad influence which could altered the young generation's mind..i would do everything in my power if i can to denied such a fact but since most anime that were transported to Malaysia are mostly bootleg a.k.a unoriginal CD and were commonly assured to be an 18+ series for adult,it rendered me speechless as these illegal anime shippers only wanted to bring the bad one here for the sake of gaining more profit..well,i do have to say this to them though - Go die in hell fire,tyrant..
They brought nothing but shameless name to anime,as there are as many matured and perverted scene free anime out there with better themes and storyline that could taken down the entire Malaysian's television show down which mostly consisted of love story,relationship affair and love polygon - easily said it to be,the entirety,if not 99% of Malaysian's show are about love,including it's movies,which brought it to be outward disgusting and repetitive..

Well,before i dwell any further,i would like to post a link to the post i was talking about..here it is..
It's a religious site for Muslim,so whoever out there that doesn't understand Malay or isn't a Muslim would be better off not accessing it..

http://halaqah.net/v10/index.php?topic=10479.0

The post in this page is quite old,certainly aged around 2 years for now and what they do are discussing about how anime brought dangerous influence that would willingly destroyed a Muslim's faith so easily.
(well,that's probably the original purpose of such topic anyway...if not,please forgive me..)

Certainly not all post in such a place appeared to be negative,as some were to believe that anime has it's positive side and not necessarily could endangered everyone..of course this would be approved but there are one post there that's certainly catches my drift..

pengaruhnya anime pd beberapa pelajar Uitm :

1- Rambut mcm kartun : ada pacak2-kaler lain-
2- pakaian pelik : nak kata koyak,tak koyak
3- muamalah : tak matang-crying babies-
4- CTU101 : failed

Let me simplify it..

1- Is there something wrong with people having other colour for their hair?..Muslim allowed for the change of colour in hair,though it have to be specified and the act of hair colouring isn't caused by anime...those spiky hair are what you would called mohawk,and certainly not originally from anime in the first place as they have existed even in the 80s and brought up to level infamous by the Americans..

2 - Dude,those are fashions created yet by the Americans..it's rare to see character in anime wearing a torn up shirt unless they engaged in combat previously..

3 - Holy..you are mad for people not being matured?..then,how would you like it if everyone is serious and never have the urge to make a laugh?...personally i love crying,since it make my stress go away..do you expected to be able in living up in such expressionless world?..i could struggled up with this one all day..

4 - Don't know what is this actually,but whenever if that someone failed a subject doesn't necessarily meant it was caused by anime and instead it was caused by their own laziness..don't blame anime on everything..

Please forgive me if there are any American out there that are feeling insulted by the fact that i am saying the American created Mohawk and the torn up clothing fashion..actually,isn't that a true story?..

Anyway,i don't really mind if you are a specifically religious person,but if there are any other post like this that make off with an attempt to make a blatant statement without solid proves,then i am sorry to say - you are simply immature.

They also discussed how manga affected the mind of child in bad ways..i cannot justified sufficiently,as there are quite numbers of bad manga as well as good one but as far as i know,most manga that were translated into Malay are all heavily censored (cigarette being erased,kiss scenes deleted e.t.c) and there aren't many that contained numerous pornography..unless they were to obtained it in the internet of course then that's a different story because most manga that were uploaded in manga site are certainly more matured than the one being sell at the local supermarket but they were mostly in English and everyone knew how younger Malaysian mostly can't speak nor read english...learning english is undoubtedly hard as i aforementioned before in other post that i took at least during the age of 14 to obtained a better english skill..i trusted the fact that older ones like the teenager can certainly read these english manga but it's fully depended on them whether to brought upon that so called evil influenced upon themselves as they are old enough to learn about the bad nor the truth..damn,if i were to saw a young child that could be interested enough to read an english manga that has an improper scenes then i would have killed off a creature because younger ones are attracted when they could at least understand it,not by picture's scrambling alone,unless they are at the age of 4 to 6,whom could't possibly be affected by 18+ scenes in the first.

Manga that were published in Malaysia are unlike the anime ones,as there are rarely any bootleg version available and i could certainly proved that by my own experience.
I been buying a lot of manga since 2008 and never once i spotted a hentai manga being arranged among the bookcase..if there were to existed anyway,i wouldn't have known it and it's their own fault for buying such a thing when they cannot even comprehended it.
Any other matured manga that focused onto supernatural theme or other matured topic could sometimes be seen though,but they are not on the level of ecchi nor hentai and instead were fully published by a legal manga shipping companies like Gempak Star..please don't tell me that proper inspection isn't done toward a well certified companies because that's just plain one-sided..

Another post among other's in the link previously stated this..

Kebanyakan anime diselitkan unsur lucah walaupun anime tersebut dituju pada kanak2....

This is quite true and we can definitely saw this in anime like Shin Chan when he kept doing something perverted to others or himself plus there are also scenes in Doraemon where Shizuka were frequently seen taking shower every time Nobita wanted to come to her house through that door that could bring anyone anywhere..actually,these kind of scenes are meant to be a lesson to children,where once every time Shin Chan were caught red handed in a perverted scenes (which mostly by his mom) he most likely would be slapped on the cheek or otherwise..if he doesn't received any physical injuries then,everyone would ended up screaming at his foolishness...
This undoubtedly tell that one cannot certified committed such an offensive action..Shin Chan were seen a lot of time messing around with his mother,but that's just for laughing gag and served as scenes to connected the bond between the family more deeply..whether you noticed it or not,Shin Chan's mother,Mikasa or Misaki or something would garnered a lot of attention for his son whenever he's in trouble and that of what you would called a motherly love..pertaining the Shizuka's shower scenes,that's in fact as to more to served as a fanservice scene,though i believed that the original manga writer,Fujio F Fujiko would probably wanted to let children discovered the anatomy structures of a girl..whether these anime or other anime has 18+ scene or not even though it's labeled as a child's show,one thing certainly matter - those anime has better lessons in them that could fix upon a rapture heart..don't just look at it on the bad side,look at it through the brighter one instead and you would discovered a golden fairies..
That word "kebanyakkan" or "mostly" though,isn't true,because there's a lot of anime that doesn't have perverted scenes like Tamayura,Hyouka,K-on and blablabla ippai dakara!...it be better for that person to investigated first before making off a lying statement.

Among all the post in that first page only topic,one truly stands out in front of my eyes..

Assalamualaikum. Sebelum saya teruskan perbicaraan saya, saya ingin memohon maaf terlebih dahulu jika apa yang saya katakan ini adalah salah dan tolong perbetulkan jika pendapat saya salah.

Saya tak nafikan, anime dan manga amat digilai oleh para remaja dan juga saya sendiri. Saya juga menggilainya, jujur saya katakan. Sebenarnya, baik buruk dalam suatu perkara ini bagi saya adalah bergantung kepada penilaian dan tindak-tanduk dari diri masing-masing. 

Anime mempunyai kelas genrenya tersendiri iaitu:-

U - tontonan umum
PG13 - kanak-kanak bawah 13 tahun perlu mendapat bimbingan dari ibu bapa
18SX / 18PL - tontonan 18 tahun dan ke atas sahaja

Saya dapati anime agak berbeza dari kartun, kerana dalam setiap penceritaan anime, mereka menonjolkan nilai-nilai moral; persahabatan, kekeluargaan, kasih sayang dan sebagainya secara mendalam dan jangan lupa, anime turut mendedahkan sisi gelap manusia. Plot seperti mendapat kuasa ajaib dan sebagainya itu hanyalah sebagai cara untuk menaikkan lagi mood cerita dan menekankan lagi nilai-nilai moral yang ada dalam anime tersebut.

Contoh, anda mendapat kuasa ghaib. Apa yang akan anda perlu lakukan dengan kelebihan itu? Pastinya anda perlu menggunakan kuasa itu untuk melindungi orang yang anda hargai. Itulah sebenarnya yang cuba ditekankan dalam cerita tersebut.

Jujur saya katakan, saya menonton anime sebagai medium pelajaran sampingan saya selain sekolah (dulu, kini sedang menunggu tawaran universiti) dan ibu bapa. Saya menonton anime kerana saya ingin mencari nilai-nilai moral yang perlu saya praktikkan dan apa yang saya perlu pelajari tentang manusia dan erti kemanusiaan dan sebagainya. Jadi, saya rasa tidak salahlah untuk kita menonton anime, asalkan kita tidak terpesong. Kerana menurut saya, anime adalah medium utama bagi orang Jepun untuk mem'promote'kan budaya mereka kerana orang Jepun sangat bangga dengan budaya mereka. Bukanlah saya ingin mengagungkan budaya mereka, tapi saya rasa itulah yang patut kita contohi, bangga dengan budaya sendiri. 

Kerana anime, saya belajar banyak perkara; hormat ibu bapa, hargai persahabatan dan jaga hubungannya; lakukan apa sahaja demi orang kita sayangi. 

Kerana anime, akhirnya saya jumpa siapa diri saya sebenarnya sebab selama ini saya langsung tak kenal dengan diri saya, malahan saya terlalu membenci diri saya kerana tak mampu lakukan apa-apa. 

Walaupun saya minat anime, saya masih ingat tanggungjawab saya sebagai pelajar dan hamba Allah. Alhamdulillah, mujurlah baru-baru ini, saya mendapat keputusan yang baik dalam SPM. Kini, saya mula bersolat dan cuba mencari banyak ilmu tentang agama walaupun tak seberapa. Mungkin anime adalah salah satu cara dari Allah untuk mengubah sikap saya yang teruk dahulu untuk menjadi lebih baik pada masa sekarang.

Kerana itu, saya sangat suka menonton anime kerana saya boleh faham tentang dunia ini. Kalau ikutkan buruk, saya rasa Barat punya filem lagi teruk, seks dan sebagainya.

Saya tak nafikan ramai orang kata saya tak matang sebab masih lagi tengok anime, tapi kalau saya tak tengok pun, apa bezanya? Adakah saya akan jadi lebih matang? Dan apakah 'matang' yang dimaksudkan mereka itu? Adakah kena ada 'makwe' ke apa-apa yang saya rasa tak ada kaitan langsung tu?

Sekali lagi, saya minta untuk diperbetulkan jika ada kesalahan dalam pendapat saya ini, dan maafkan saya jika pendapat saya ada mengguris hati saudara semua.

This post above will forever stayed in my mind as one of the most dignified post i have ever seen.
To put it into a shorter summary,basically he's an anime loving religious person (much like a close friend of mine) and supported anime for having a lot of lessons that is even more better than any other entertainment..he mentioned how he's still remembered God and frequently becoming more intensified in searching for knowledge everyday because he has stumbled upon anime that has changed his life entirely from scratches,much like how anime also changed my life from being a wandering person that has no goal toward becoming a persona that has his own ultimate dream..
He and myself are undeniably the same and how would it turned out to be really if we are to meet against one another..he think of anime as a subject that fully given to him by God so that he can revived a new breath within his heart and that's how i pictured my own self as well..back when i didn't even realized of the existence of anime even though i been reading manga for quite a time,my heart always in constant miseries due to loneliness,scared of having strayed into a bad path because i have no ambition and the songs i been listening to are mostly cursing ones that has no literal meaning..

Now that i am forever awakened,i have my own dream of becoming a teacher nor a lecturer and performed my studies and teaching at the future in Japan..my heart is stabilized and i shuddered more tears of happiness and for the purpose of cleansing the soul than i ever realized plus i even managed to meet up with my best friend ever,all due to being acquainted with anime..my songs all has meaning now and many sounded just like heaven especially if it were sang by Ceui nor Akiko Shikata or Hatsune Miku,though some song in my captivation may be metal but the lyrics are perfect and only once in a while i would listened to these metal songs..

Nowadays i have a life,a real life unlike many other people that doesn't realized of any dream..for these reasons alone i am forever in debt and thankful to God,for creating something so unique in this world like Japan,anime,manga and e.t.c...

I shall continued to walked upon this earth everyday,in the hope that my dream someday would be fulfilled and at the same time i would still remembered HIM out there that has given me a new hope and direction.

Alhamdulillah.

EDIT: I forgotten to mentioned something...if you look back at the page that is accessible through the link way above,you may noticed that long and positive post that i like has none a single response to it at all..
This just goes to show that those people around that rather religious site has no mean to taken a realistic opinion into action...they simply ignored it and some just wanted to quote back at a negative post instead...how ignorant may this world may be toward an anime lover i wonder..all they wanted is to believe the darker side and put a blind eye to a better institution..if that of what you would rather do,would that make you qualified to become a God loving person?

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Misaka Mikoto..

VS

Shokuhou Misaki..

Who would probably win if they ever fight each other i wonder..